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No. NO. NOO.

Tue Apr 1, 2008, 2:07 AM
Right now, I could probably run into a wall without feeling a thing. It's like there's this whole in my stomach. I didn't want to move this morning. What's the point?

I've been rejected from Dartmouth and Harvard.

I feel like someone took my dog and killed it. I've been working so hard to go to Dartmouth for such a long time now. Everything I did was to better my chances. I had myself so stressed with grades and SAT's and class ranks. I hired tutors for myself and involved myself in enough extra curriculars to feed an army.

But that didn't even matter. Instead. Oh this is good. The boy in my school who has been waitlisted from UCONN and Northeastern, HE GETS IN. WHY? Because he can jump over a 13 foot pole. I could get into those schools with my eyes closed. EYES CLOSED. NOT EVEN TRYING. And you know what makes it worse? He hates to work hard. He's done with school this year and doesn't want to do anything. Every time I talk to him, he's telling me to just stop doing my homework. How can they accept him? I want to work hard. I want the challenge!

  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: Norah Jones

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Devious Info

  • Current Residence: nashua
  • Interests: piano, engineering, economics
  • Favourite movie: ferris bueller's day off; skeleton key; the lake house
  • Favourite band or musician: norah jones
  • Favourite genre of music: jazz, rock, pop
  • Favourite artist: sarah macmullen
  • Favourite poet or writer: shel sylverstien
  • Operating System: windows DP
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod (but it's missing! my cd player will have to do)
  • Shell of choice: i feel very naive
  • Wallpaper of choice: a collage of all my friends
  • Favourite game: cranium, scrabble, sorry, monopoly
  • Favourite cartoon character: snoopy of course
  • Personal Quote: "life is uncertain; eat dessert first"
  • Tools of the Trade: my piano?

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Hey Hey Katie! :) This is Courtney; just got back from the WLC and got your email and link. :D You've got some really nice poems here! I hope your HOBY reunion planning is coming along well! :D :hug:

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oompa loompa <3
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Thank you so much for the favorite. :heart:

-Maria

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